Alison's story
‘The danger of just one drink’
Alison Sharpe, 68, can still remember when her life was dominated by her addiction to alcohol.
“Starting my morning by drinking the remains of the wine bottle left from the night before gave me the taste to continue drinking for the rest of the day. Working from home only exacerbated the problem and it was easy to keep the much-needed supplies topped up. The wine bottle became a wine box which then turned into a Vodka bottle.”
Although Alison has now been sober for eight years, her struggles to overcome her alcohol use remain vivid.
It was in 1995 that Alison knew she had a problem with alcohol, started attending Alcoholics Anonymous but then thought she could tackle it alone. Even though her life was ‘unmanageable,’ she was unable to keep appointments, letting down her family and friends, and preferring to retreat to her bed for most of the day, Alison was in denial about the extent of her substance use – for another 20 years.
It has taken her many attempts to cut alcohol out of her life – and she hopes to call on her own experiences to help drive advances in the way those seeking help for substance use and mental health issues are supported.
“Having had first-hand experience of the current system for over 30 years, I am aware of the major short falls and lack of support for those seeking help for addiction.”
She knows that recovery is a long struggle requiring personal determination and a strong support network.
“Critical in maintaining sobriety is the constant reminder of the danger of just one drink and the devastating effect that would have. Literally a sip of champagne at a celebratory event would cause a rapid relapse and I would find myself with that bottle of vodka in my hand once again.
“Having said that – the joys of sobriety are truly wonderful. Waking up each morning without any feeling of guilt from the previous day’s activities and the feeling of freedom for the future is immeasurable. With sobriety the grass seems greener, and the birds sing sweeter.”
Alison feels the stereotype of an alcoholic: ‘living on a park bench and being seen in public taking a swig out of a bottle’ is outdated:
“I don’t think people realise that alcoholism can affect anyone – any age, any social background, indeed any profession.”
As part of her commitment to helping others, Alison is a peer mentor with East Yorkshire’s Alcohol and Drug Service and a meeting facilitator with SMART recovery. She also works with the University of Hull’s Social Work lived experience group and is a member of Involve Hull (Hull York Medical School Public and Patient Involvement group). Her role as a key member of the new research team, which will include attending the project management groups and strategic advisory groups, will be to bring her lived experience to ensure that the project remains patient-centred.